Today, i, Rachel, yew chye had our dinner at Causeway Mac, after the dinner of cos is head back home. but on our way to bus interchange, a ah ma around 70 ~ 80 outside causeway selling tissue ask me buy. normally you will say don wan, so for my case i say don wan too. but than after going i somehow feel so guilty, donno why.
so i ask myself, should i head back and buy from her? answer is out within few second, next time bah..
so go down saw 962 than rush there, but donno why, going to walk in liao i turn back and go back buy from the ah ma tissue, its not like i needed it. but i really feel guilty or rather sad that a old ah ma cannot rest at home at her age and need to work for living.
the conversation go like this: (translated to english)
Me: Ah ma, how much you selling the tissue? (donno she remember me anot)
Ah Ma: 3 for $1
Me: Here..$1
Ah Ma: Thanks thanks thanks!..
Me: welcome..^^
So wad am i trying to say here?, i am a kind person? NO!. wad am trying to say is with a $1 she can be so happy and say so many thanks and i think it make a different..it really make me feel so sad that she has to make her own living like this.
From this i learn something.. something that i took 18 years of my life to learn part of it.. even a minor things you do MAKES A DIFFERENT! and i also learn this from a guy name "anonymous", his a disable athletes and i learn this from him, in life, don be scare/shy to try, "Just do it", i learn this from him not from a brand.
so some lesson just took you 15mins to learn.
I took 18years to learn this part of the lesson.. so wad about you?